Hari ini

Today, 

I met a lady in the ward who have PPH during last delivery and now the complication is hypoxic - ischemic encephalopathy. 

Her husband is waiting patiently everyday taking care of the patient.

Even if patient is semi consciuss.

I wonder how about their child? 

Maka, bersyukurlah. Tak semua insan bernasib baik.

Bersyukurlah duhai anak, ibumu bergadai nyawa melahirkanmu.

Besyukurlah isteri, ada suami setia disisi.

Today.

I met a lady who attempted suicide by holding gas pipe in close car. 

Luckily, the engine of he car is off.

If the car is on, the woman die.

With one decision, you die.

If and only if you know, nyawa ini pinjaman Tuhan buat kita beribadah,

Adakah kau akan sia siakan? 

If and only if you know, hidup di dunia ini hanya sekali,

Will you live that way? Will you ? 

Tahun 3 ?

Finish my EOS semester 6. Finish my 3rd Year.

Do it badly. Seriously. Soalan susah nak mati.

Die. 

In psychiatry active station, i jadi gila nak mati translate body detach from soul in Malay. Kite cakap, badan tercabut dari jiwa dan nyawa. Whats thatt ? 😱

In my ortho traction counter traction rasa mcm berada di kalangan bapak bapak, Prof A, Dr. S ,lepastu 2 patient lelaki keliling kite tengok kite describe X Ray. Rasa macam kecik betul aku ni. -.-"

In my ENT active station, gila sebentar bersama Dr. J. tapi dr J baik, siap suruh kite cool down, suruh kite relax, suruh kite tenang. Siap suruh ambik kerusi sbb rasa kite tak selesa. Thankyouu Dr J. 😊

In FamMed station pun best, Dr S is so cutee and kind. Full of motivation.

And last but not least Emergency Med,  Dr S pung baik, siap kasi kite repeat sbb lupa hand hygiene. Luls. 

Theoryy payperr susah woo, especially ENT, high level punya soalan CT scan segala. Mati.