Paeds

Today, following morning rounds again.

I love to follow Dr. Z round. The rounds was so informative and she teach us A LOT. like seriously a lot.

Today, there is one case of medulloblastoma.
The child was previously active, got number 2 in class and suddenly crash down after headache, vomit, cannot walk and cannot talk.
She was diagnosed with medulloblastoma, space occupying lesion,
Initially, their parents cant coop with the situation but now both of them take care of this child. Anak syurga InsyaAllah.

My heart cry when hearing Dr Z asking question to the parents. Thinking of how they feel.
I taktahan tengok kanak kanak especially when they are sick. Am sensitive. .

Give up

The moment when you feel you want to give up.
But seeing back, how you talk with patient, knowing them.
You dont want to give up.
Even when you lost your spirit.
You should never give up.
Allah is there, and always there beside you.
He make you stonger and He will help you.

May Allah ease the journey.

Goodbye Obs and Gynae posting.
You will be missed deeply.

Faith

Today went for gynae clinic.
A  lady with 5 history of miscarriage.
She looks sad.
She looks sad and was hoping for a chance to get pregnant again and have a child.


Today, went to ward and there is a baby at the nurse counter.
He is quiet, he does not cry and he is cute.
He has a small scar on her forehead. Forcep delivery scar.
Dr said he was on forcep due to maternal colapse.
Her mother has heart problem unknowingly.
Came in labour and suddenly collapse when she want to push the baby out.
When they resuscitate, and her mother was intubated by Anaes, he was delivered via forcep.
Alhamdulillah,  he is well.
But her mother was sent to ICU.
Pity that young child and his siblings.

Allah do test people who are stronger, to make the  stronger.
Have faith in Allah

Hello guys !

To all guys out there, 

please and please be with your wife when she go for her antenatal checkup or clinic follow up.

Seeing few young patient with subfertility coming alone for reviewing both of their result. 

Seeing that in their eyes, there is hope for children.

But they are alone. 

Please be with them, 

Through ups and down.

Like this one old couple coming together for follow up.

Whenever she wanted to make decision, she looks at her husband's eye. 

Both of them know each other well, 

Both of them go through ups and down together.

Worries are in husband's eye.

Comel je makcik and pakcik ni.

Lost

Today, I is sad, super sad.

Coz Prof said i give excuse that my patient doesnt allow me to examine

It is really hatd. He has been there for 2 months, what should I expect ?

He will only talk to person who are having examination

And am super depressed too because I got low marks for my case report. 

I didnt expect it to be that low because I spent few days doing that report.

What am I gonna be ?

Should I be a doctor ?

I need to be a doctor. Ya Allah, ease my way.

What if today is the last day ?

What if today our last day to see them ?
Yesterday, I met my patient, Mrs L for the last time before operation.
Currently, she is struggling in ICU and she is unstable.
I just met her yesterday and wish her good luck for the surgery.
I hope she is strong enough to fight with this. 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻

Another patient is in the ward who I always come and ask her how she is doing.
She is Mrs R, having ca and currently only for palliative care.
For few days, her daughter didnt come to see her because she need to go back to kampung to see her father in law who is sick.
I saw her phone by her side and she even ask me to call her daughter few times. But no one answer.
I saw her struggling wants water, so I prepared her water and put it by her side. Easier for her to reach for it.


Berbaktilah pada ibu bapa, they never complaint for raising us up for puluhan tahun, but you cant even do small deed to them, jaga mereka masa sakit. 😢😢😢
Hoping that one day, we'll be good to our parents, loving them .

Nurse

Today, i learn about nurse job.c

Nurse job, people always get angry to nurse,
Usually they said, nurse garang, nurse takjaga patient.
But, i see differently today.
A sight that can make our heart feel at ease.

This morning, I ask nurse regarding a patient, she want to eat her breakfast, but immediately she help me first before eating. ( jangan salah sangka, the round was over, and she want to take a quick breakfast tau, they are human too )

This afternoon, food arrived on time, I saw a nurse come to that makcik, feeding that makcik and care for that makcik before she go to eat her lunch.

But still people always said nurse takbuat kerja, nurse takde kerja.
Cuba kau spend masa dalam ward, tengok siapa yg kerja. Baru kau tahu .